习惯就好

我常常都会用“习惯就好”这句话来安慰自己，也安慰别人。什么都和他们说，“没关系啦，只要习惯就好了嘛。。。”但最近我开始觉得“习惯不好”了，为什么呢？

当你习惯和某一个人聊天，习惯每一天和某一个人在一起，习惯了他的声音和他的存在时，那就不好了。因为有一天，当他突然离开，又或是不再和你联络的时候，你就开始感觉不习惯了。

最近我感觉到，上帝好像在磨炼我，去面对一些的得失。一段期间，某个人对我很好，我每天和他联络，聊天。但不知道为什么，突然之间，他不再找我了。我也不想多问，因为我心中已经有了答案。我相信他一定会告诉我，“我很忙”这三个字。

忙碌，真的可以把一个人给忘了吗？那我很想试试看。。。很多时候，都不是说习惯就好了。习惯拥有是需要时间的，而习惯失去也是一样，也许你必须花更长的时间去习惯失去呢！总结来说，有些东西是可以习惯就好，但有些时候真的不是说习惯，就会很好过的。

Mission completed

Finally, exam finished! Happy?? Actually not really lor.. haih.. still a bit worry about the result.. Hopefully can pass lah.. yea.. I just need a pass.. OMG!! What happen on my face? So many pimples =( too stress?? too worry?? I guess I need to do facial liao..

Yeah!! Next Wednesday will go Pulau Langkawi with a gang of people.. hope that can enjoy with friends and relax.. Hehe^^ chocolates and alcoholic drinks.. here I come =D

Just now my parents fetch me back from Nilai.. then straight away we go have dinner.. After that, we went to find my brother in his studio.. cause tomorrow he will go Singapore, so need to go there and get back the Kancil (my car).. Haha.. I have been a long time didn’t go to that studio ady.. really changed a lot oh.. became so beautiful liao^^ I miss my piano so much.. although I don’t know how to play.. but just simply play also very fun ler =D I wish one day I could go there to record a song.. I want to sing.. and I only can sing..

This semester break I have a lot of things to do actually. The next morning, I need to go renew my license. Then this Friday will go KL with my parents, bring them to visit Pavilion and maybe we go up to KL tower. If can, this Sat I want to go for some sports, maybe will play golf or badminton. Sunday, have a performance in my mom’s church, mummy asked me to sing with her wor.. these few days need to practice with her too..

Oh no.. already 1 am.. I got to go and sleep lu~ if tomorrow cannot wake up sure will get scold de.. Good night everyone.. and wish all my friends who are still having exam GOOD LUCK.. Gambateh nerh!!

爱与被爱

爱与被爱，都是幸福的。爱的人需要付出，被爱的人需要接受。若我只有一个选择，我会选择去爱和付出。为什么呢？这我也不太清楚，就是觉得能够好好的爱着一个人，我就感到幸福了。

我对爱情的定义永远都只有一个，那就是“爱一个人，只求他永远都幸福快乐安康。”当我抱着这样心态去爱时，就不会去在乎他有没有和我在一起或者是有没有爱过我了。很多爱都是自私的，而我所选择的，是那慷慨的爱。什么是慷慨的爱呢？我个人认为，就是成全对方，尊重他的决定。

在爱情里，我面对过多次的失败，但我并不感到绝望，因为那只是个过程。到如今，我依然在为着我爱过的人祝福，希望他们每天都开开心心的过日子。看见他和她的幸福，就是我的快乐=）

我珍惜我爱的人，也珍惜那爱我的人。感谢上帝让我活在一个爱与被爱的世界，让我能够体会到，原来爱是那么的复杂，也可以很简单。

I'm lost

One day, Princess gets lost in a jungle, she was so scared and she cries. She keeps on seeking for help, but no one answer her. She tries to walk out from the jungle, but no matter how she find the way, still can't get to go out from there.

She started to think of a lot, about her life, about her relationship and so on. Suddenly, she falls asleep. She met a man in her dream, the man was wearing a white robe and he has a pair of wings on his back. Oh! Is he an angel?? She is wondering... In that moment, the man walks to her and give her a hug with his wings.

Princess started to cry again, she feel so warm and peaceful under his wings. When she wanted to ask him something, the man disappeared and just leaves a map and a bible for her. “Here's a map and here's the bible, if you ever lose your way,” he said to her before he leaves.

Princess awake from the dream, and she found that she already came out from the jungle. She saw a white horse and a Prince charming beside her. She falls in love in that moment, the Prince are in love with her too^^

~The End~

Or To Be Continue???

For the Son of Man came to seek and to save what was lost. (Luke 19:10)

I'm lost, but you found me^^

跳出

我害怕一时的迷惑 而再一次的爱错
不跟你多说 也许我会比较好过
怕超越了友情 又不到爱情的境遇
会让彼此都不知道该怎么做

曾对自己承诺 怕受伤害就不要沉迷得太多
所以在我还未爱得很深时 我选择跳出这爱情的圈套
也是我唯一的方法 不让自己为了你而流泪难过

请原谅我的自私 若我不忍心这么做
也许会有坏的结果
告诉自己别傻了不是你的错
而是心跳惹的祸

每次和你聊天 都会怕自己说错
这不是我想要的生活
不要和你联络 又不知道你好不好过
常常和你联络 我的心却一直被折磨

如今我选择珍惜所拥有的 就算是短暂
至少我也曾经开心和微笑过
好了我不想再说
现在开始学习顺其自然的活

黑夜里的彩虹

Tayar Pancit

Today I went to church early in the morning, actually my P driver's license already expired for a week, but I still got to drive, cause I need to go back early. If I follow people's car, I need to wait for them and it is troublesome. After service, I went to eat chicken rice at Taman Sri Sentosa with my cousin. I have no more money in my purse, so I asked my cousin help me to pay for it first, but she said she treat me wor. Haha^^ so good.. Thanks yea Tracy..

After we enjoy our lunch at there, I need to fetch her back, her house just nearby only. Unfortunately, when I go and get my car, one of my tayar pancit =( I didn't notice that until someone passed by and she told me. I was like.. HUH? What happen?! Oh no.. why suddenly tayar pancit already? Hey.. I still need to rush back to Puchong before 1.30pm ler.. that time already 12something. So I faster call my mom let her know that my tayar pancit already, and I call Victor to tell him that maybe I will reach home a bit late, cause now got to service my tyre.

Luckily, my cousin's brother is at home, she called him to come over and help me to change the tyre. When he reached here, he tried to change it for me, but is so tiring and he can't get to unlock the tyre. It is so funny.. the tyre service center is just behind my parking place, why don't we ask them to help? Hehe^^ after that only we decided to drive my car there and let them service. They just help me to repair the tyre, not change the tyre. Just in a few minutes, everything done^^ and the service charge is just RM5. Hah? So cheap de meh? I thought very expensive de wor.. cause I have no experience in servicing tyre and this was the first time I met this case. Anyway.. thanks brother James^^

Hehe.. Today I'm so lucky^^ why ler? First, because my cousin treats me eat lunch when I have no money. Second, my tayar pancit just in front of the tyre service center. Third, today never meet any roadblock. And last, I reached home safely although on the way home I met a heavy rain. Thanks God =)

Prepare to be a "lawyer"

Ahhhhhhh....... Die!! Die!! Die!! Tomorrow sure die.. I guess I will lose the battle =( Now preparing a white flag.. not a bomb!! So sorry to myself.. I really have no confident to win this battle=( From the first class until now final exam, I learn nothing in this subject!! My lecturer just came in our class few times only, that time also does not know what she is teaching, the whole class blur@@ When I do her assignment, already took half of my life off. Now final exam, can I still alive?? Owch!! Hospitality Law is killing me!! Princess is going to die soon :'( where is my Prince?? Please come and rescue me..

Anyway.. I still got to prepare.. dun wan give up so easily.. maybe God will create a miracle for me leh.. who knows!? +U ba Princess.. Cheer up and Go! Go! Go! U can do it de^^ Hehe.. just act like a lawyer can already ma.. joking joking XD wakaka.. Study hard and pray hard ya..

(Psalm 119: 115-160)

145 With my whole heart I cry; answer me, O Lord. I will keep your statutes.
146 I cry to you; save me,that I may observe your decrees.
147 I rise before dawn and cry for help;I put my hope in your words.
148 My eyes are awake before each watch of the night,that I may meditate on your promise.
149 In your steadfast love hear my voice;O Lord, in your justice preserve my life.
150 Those who persecute me with evil purpose draw near;they are far from your law.
151 Yet you are near,O Lord,and all your commandments are true.
152 Long ago I learned from your decrees that you have established them for ever.
153 Look on my misery and rescue me,for I do not forget your law.
154 Plead my cause and redeem me;give me life according to your promise.
155 Salvation is far from the wicked,for they do not seek your statutes.
156 Great is your mercy,O Lord;give me life according to your justice.
157 Many are my persecutors and my adversaries,yet I do not swerve from your decrees.
158 I look at the faithless with disgust,because they do not keep your commands.
159 Consider how I love your precepts;preserve my life according to your steadfast love.
160 The sum of your word is truth;and every one of your righteous ordinances endures for ever.

OK.. let's bow our head and pray.. Dear father Lord.. thank you for your mercy and grace.. we know that you are the king of king, and you are the lord of lord.. You know everything in this universe.. included law as well.. cause it is your creation.. So now.. please give us wisdom.. we really need your help for our paper on tomorrow.. just hope that everyone can pass this subject.. Dear Lord.. please help us ya.. In Jesus precious name I pray.. Amen=)

Earth Day 2009 世界地球日

p/s: Hey everyone!! Don't forget today is Earth Day.. Love our nature, and show your Earth Day spirit – not just on Earth Day itself, but 365 days a year! 爱护大自然，人人有责!!

New strategy

Yes!! I found a new strategy for me to memorize.. First, I read through the notes and try to understand it. Then, open Microsoft Word and type it in^^ Yea.. I try this on yesterday, in conclusion, it works. However, face my laptop is better than a paper, really thanks Microsoft Word and Kingsoft!! Alright.. anyway.. I just finished another battle.. today I bring sword only.. I guess I won again =) Now, got to prepare for another battle on this Friday 2pm.. The most difficult battle.. Hospitality Law=( Hopefully I won't die and surrender.. I guess that time I should bring bomb.. wakaka XD.. 3 more to go.. Good luck wei..

Delete HRM and save training in hospitality industry

Yeah!! Princess is back from the battle..Today's mission completed..Next mission, fight with Training in Hospitality Industry..Hmm..before I start to prepare my next strategy, let's take a rest 1st ..Oh well..let me think yea..today I used machine gun..cause MCQ question can tembak..what should I use for the next ler?? All short answer questions wor..bring pistol??sword??or..maybe BOMB??Haha..got to think properly 1st..anyway..wish me good luck again for the next battle^^aza aza fighting...

Exam! exam! exam!

I hate exam!! Why we need to have exam?? Sien@@ all subjects that I taken in this semester also very boring de...what lah..human resource management, food and beverage cost control, training in hospitality industry, workplace communication, and the most I hate is hospitality law. I do not have potential to study about LAW lah..so many act, case study and whatever...no interest with that...but anyway...I got to know, cause next time I can use it to sue someone if I have the right to sue them. Haha XD

Today is the last day for revision, hope that I can finish memorize all those important notes by tonight. I mean for the 1st subject (HRM) only, hehe^^ the other I will study later. Hmmm...wish me good luck on tomorrow...all the best to everyone o(^.^)* +U +U

Shapes

Fight for final!!

Ahhh..revision week..i still don't have the mood to do my revision ler=( Yesterday I try to do the past year paper..haix..many answers can't find in the book..then I try to search in google..some I did found..but some too complicated..don't know what should I write@.@ huh..fed up already?! Cannot lah!! I should put more effort, so that only can get good result ma.. Alright..got to do my revision again..hopefully today I can finish prepare for 1 subject la..Gambateh yo..Princess^^

Stress and burden

下个星期是revision week,再下个星期就是final exam了。哎。。怎么日子过得那么快啊？感觉上，这学期好像学很少东西哦，脑袋还是空空那样。说真的，我非常讨厌这学期的科目。不过没法子，每个念这课程的，都得上完这些科目才能毕业。

这次糟了，因为“upgrade”了批改系统，我们的压力更加大。为什么这学期的科目都没有MCQ啊？每一科都得做short answer或写essay，真的好难score分咧！哎。。真的希望我能全部及格就好，不要求自己太高了。若要我拿A 的话，简直是不可能的事，除非我是神童？！

今天是耶稣受难日，我们到教会去，纪念耶稣为我们的罪，钉在十字架上。他的宝血如今已经洗净了我们的罪，所以我们才能到上帝那里，得永生的盼望。我感谢耶稣基督的爱，因他爱我，所以他愿意为我舍命。因着他的十字架，我得救赎，得平安，得医治。原本我应该下地狱，但介着他的慈爱和怜悯，我有永生的盼望。

最近压力很大，烦恼也很多，有时候还会有埋怨。我今天也是带着这些问题来到上帝的面前，心情沉重。但当我在唱诗歌的时候，上帝就开始向我说话。歌词里头有一句是这样的：卸下你的重担，当一无挂虑，因为我（神）使你得着能力。当我在祷告的时候，又有一句出自圣经的话，突然浮现在我脑海里。在马太福音11：28节这样说到：“凡劳苦担重担的人，可以到我（神）这里来，我（神）就使你们得安息。”当时，我真的感觉到非常的平安，原来神是如此的爱我，如此的眷顾我。

神还有跟我说了一段话，让我很感动。他说：“我的宝贝女儿呀！你为什么一直在担起自己的重担呢？你不觉得很累吗？现在将它交托给我吧！因为我愿意代替你背起这重担，就像耶稣愿意被钉在十字架上一样。你应当一无挂虑，因为我必与你同在，要赐你平安和喜乐。”聚会完毕后，我感觉全身轻飘飘的，担子也轻了许多，好开心哦！我愿意相信神，会有他的旨意在我身上。他为我预备的，肯定会超乎我所求所想，因为神的恩典够我用=）

以下是我的祷告：亲爱的主耶稣，我感谢你。感谢你是如此的爱我，在我还做罪人的时候，为我钉死在十字架上。今日我要纪念你的恩典，求你使我再一次经历你的神迹，也使我得着平安。我愿意将我所有的重担交托在你的手里，求主你记念与眷顾。我如此祷告，乃是奉靠耶稣基督的圣名，阿门。

Upgrade?!

New system:

A 90-100(4.0)
A- 80-89 (3.7)
B+ 70-79 (3.4)
B 65-69 (3.1)
B- 60-64 (2.7)
C+ 55-59 (2.4)
C 51-54 (2.1)
C- 50 (2.0)
D+ 45-49 (1.7)
D 40-44 (1.4)
D- 35-39 (1.0)

Old system:

A+ 76-100(4.0)
A 71-75 (3.7)
B+ 66-70 (3.5)
B 61-65 (3.0)
C+ 56-60 (2.7)
C 50-55 (2.5)
D+ 46-49 (2.0)
D 41-45 (1.7)
D- 35-40 (1.5)
F 0-34 (1.0)

What the...?? Our college suddenly upgrades the marking rates?? Such a BIG difference man!! No more A+ anymore, A is only God can score it =( let’s think about it, who can score full marks in your assignment, test and presentation? 50% of coursework mark, what's the greatest mark you can get? I'm sure nobody can get 50 over 50 rights? Even our top student in hospitality who gets 4 flats in the pass also hardly gets an A now by this new system. What about us?? Haix...everyone is frustrated after we get the news like this. It will surely pull down our CGPA. Nilai International College upgrade became Nilai University College. So we should upgrade our examination marking rates also. Luckily we still left 1 more semester in this college, and 1 more semester we're going for internship. Haix... So sorry about the new students, all the best yea!! Anyway, may God bless us for the final exam=) Good luck and do the best...

鄭秀文見證分享 「不可思議之生命價值再思」

親愛的弟兄姊妹：

我只想和您分享一些不可思議的事情!

真不可思議？




一張一百元正的鈔票在教會奉獻時是多麼大的面額，




但在行街購物時卻是如此的細小？




真不可思議？




兩小時在教會過就好長,


但看一套好戲就好短？


真不可思議？


當禱告時要找一個字都好難，


但與朋友傾談時卻口若懸河？


真不可思議？


有人覺得讀一章聖經又難又悶，


卻很容易地就看完百多頁的小說？


真不可思議？


人人都想在演唱會或在遊戲時坐在前排，


但在教會他們無論如何都會坐後排？


真不可思議？


我們要教會預先兩三個星期通知活動，


才能安放在自己的時間表裡，


但我們只需用兩三分鐘就安排好參加其他的活動？


真不可思議？


我們很困難才能從神學到真理與人分享，


卻好容易就學到講閒話，


甚至謠言滿天飛？


真不可思議？


我們相信在報紙雜誌中講的每件事，


卻懷疑聖經裡所記載的事蹟？


真不可思議？


人人都想上天堂，


卻不願去了解和探索任何東西？


真不可思議？


我們常常將笑話從電郵傳來傳去，


但當我們要將神的信息傳給別人時，卻一再考慮？


真不可思議？


你現在竟然能看到這信息，


卻又願意傳給你所認識的每位朋友。


假如你不這樣做，你不單只奪取自己得到祝福的機會，


同時也奪取別人被祝福的機會！


可能在你朋友的生命中，正需要認識那位不可思議的神？


真不可思議！！！


最不可思議的是，這不可思議的神，


從未放棄過我們這些心硬得不可思議的人。

By: Sammi Cheng (ah Mi)

鄭秀文的見證

我們都習慣迎合這個世界的價值觀，大部份人都欠缺活出自己的勇氣。 包括我，我叫鄭秀文，一位歌手及演員，今年三十五歲。我略有小成就，但我從來沒有活出真正的自己。我習慣活在一堆價值觀中。以為成就越大，自我存在的價值就越高。當我擁有很多人人渴求的東西，我卻發現我內心一無所有，心是空空的。我嘗試用更大的成就來補充，但招徠的空蕩感更大，更恐怖。 於是，我決定暫停這場永無止境的追求，我放下一手建立十多年的事業，我毅然放下成功，我要看看我的生命還剩下什麼? 上帝用了接近一千天的時間，讓我徹底反省過去的生命。我看清了成功和金錢的真相，這些或許可以建築我的生活，但卻一點不能滿足我的生命。 生命應該有更高尚的價值，在上帝的話裡，我找到了明確的方向和定位。
「人子來，本是要服待人，不是要人來服待的。」 在我未來的人生的道路上，我已有更重要的使命。我並不知道上帝會如何安排我生命的劇本，但我知道祂會帶領我一步一腳印。 這種內心的平安，是再多的金錢也買不到的。回顧過去一千多天，上帝確實狼狼地修理了我，祂給予我這場放逐，無非要我找回自己的心。心跟上帝早已緊扣，我再也不害怕，再也不膽怯，我要活出真正的自己。 活出生命更高的價值，不要扭曲自己奉迎這個世界。這是我對上帝的承諾。

Sports Day@Nilai

Today’s class postponed, because the lecturer involve in training. What we plan to do for the whole day?? Hmm..1st plan, play golf at Nilai Spring.

The sky..one side dark and one side bright..can hear thunder and see lightning..don’t know it’s going to rain or not?? anyway..pray to God.. hope the weather won’t spoil our plan for today..

Golf balls..100X..8ringgit each bucket..

Yong, Victor, Joanne and Isabel

What are them doing?? Laying eggs??

WaaaOOoooo..so Far…

Where is my ball??huh??

Oh no!!dont' do that to me..plsss....

Sweet couple^-^

After golf..we go back and continue with another sport..haha..badminton!!!But only me and Isabel playing..Guys alrd tired:(

After badminton i go for a jog..that time only me still have the energy to jog..Haha..

from 3pm-7pm..for sports!!so tired..but quite fun and enjoy doing it^^

That's all for today..